Dont label me. Im not Scene; Im not Emo, Im not Goth. Im Nydia, and thats all Ill ever be. I take a fascination to animals and reptilians, wolves and snakes especially. the sight of a thick novel never seizes to get my blood pumping. I love to read. it keeps my mind from drowning in that of today's cruel reality. i have no religion. Its a waste of time, always seeming to contradict itself, not to mention the never ending hypocrisy. But dont get me wrong. My ideal purpose is not to throw my beliefs on others, so if you believe in Jesus or a higher being, more power to ya. But i will give the bible props on one thing; The he false judgenent of a God and the promise of hell if not to follow his teachings IS a creative way to keep society in check. Its a debatable subject, and if I may be so wrong as to burn in hell for all eternity, then so be it. I listen to various genres of music, but metal (all types of metal) will always remain my most listened to and favorite above all. Music is no longer my life. Ashley is. she comes first before all. I absolutely adore her. Her jokes, her sarcasm, her giggles, her smile... Her perfection, her flaws... Her Love. Though the word Love my be cliche, i mean it when I say I love her. I mean it with all my heart. That and more.She is mine, and I am hers. Ashley is one of a kind. sweet and caring, loyal and facinating. I have fallen head over heels for this woman. for who she is inside and out. Im unashamed to say that im in love with the same sex of my own kind, meaning female. im an opened minded person. I would never judge her. she would never judge me. I must say...I am one lucky woman. falling for your best friend is one in a million.